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well
Posted On 08/15/2007 11:41:41
ok. so i know its been a while since i had been on here. i appoligize for that. alot has been going on here recently. a friend of mine's father passed away. two other friends were in a car accident.... not at the same time. my uncle had to have surgery. he came out well. my brother has been fighting with is wife and may be getting divorced after being married for almost 11 years. my fience and i have been having some problems. my son recently started the 6th grade. my dad is still doing well health wise.... he just broke up with his girlfriend of 12 years. so i guess it is just the year for bad shit to happen to people. so be careful everyone.

other than that an x boyfriend moved back into town. its kinda good kinda bad. good in the way that i get to see the kids again. bad in the way that i think i may still have feelings for him.... but he does not feel the same about me. he had moved up here with the girl he cheated on me with.... not a pretty sight. but after the drama she got over the fact that i live here. and then he dumped her. lol. he is now seeing someone else. but ne way for the past few years he was saying that she was just a live in baby sitter with a few extras ne way. now he has a new live in baby sitter. that has 2 kids to go with his 3. good luck! lol.

on another note. i am still on probation. for another year and a half. things have been going well on that part. and i may be getting off probation at the end of this year. if i can pay off my court costs.

i so hope that everyone is doing much better than i have been so far this year. thankfully it is more than half over. maybe next year will be better.

an old poem thought i would share!
Posted On 10/20/2006 08:43:57
SLUMBERING THOUGHTS CLOUD MY MIND.

SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING I MAY HAVE LEFT BEHIND.

A KEY? PERHAPS.......

A THOUGHT? PERHAPS.......

MY HEART? PERHAPS.......



A KEY TO UNLOCK MY PAIN.

A KEY TO SET ME FREE.

A THOUGHT OF PEACE.

A MISSING MEMORY.

MY HEART AS A WHOLE.

MY HEART PIECES SCATTERED.

PERHAPS MY PAIN?

PERHAPS MY VOICE?

TO SCREAM FOR HELP!

PERHAPS MY LIFE?

THE ONE I LONG TO HAVE!

SLEEPING THOUGHTS BEGIN TO WAKE....

CREATING A DIFFICULT STRAIN.

HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE???!!!!



BY: ELYSIA BAILEY

DO NOT STEAL MY WORK IT IS MY OWN! WRITTEN 9:39 AM 4/26/2006

hey sexy bitches check it out!
Posted On 10/18/2006 15:17:14
MEN HAVE 2 HEADS WOMEN HAVE 4 LIPS. THE AMERICAN DENTAL ASSOCIATION SAYS SEMEN CUTS PLAQUE AND TARTAR BY 77%. SUCK A DICK AND SAVE A SMILE...

IF YOU HAVE SEX 365 TIMES A YEAR AND U MELTED DOWN ALL DA CONDOMS 2 MAKE A TIRE WHAT WOULD YOU CALL IT? A F-CKIN GOODYEAR!

SEX IS LIKE PLAYING SPADES. IF YOU DON'T HAVE A GOOD PARTNER, U BETTER HAVE A GOOD HAND.

BIG BAD WOLF TOLD LIL RED RIDING HOOD LIFT UR TOP SO I CAN SUCK UR TITS, NO SHE SAID WHILE LIFTING HER SKIRT EAT ME LIKE THE F-CKIN BOOK SAYS!

A ROOSTER AND A CAT WERE PLAYING BY THE POOL THE CAT FELL IN AND THE ROOSTER LAUGHED, THE CAT SAID, A WET PUSSY ALWAYS MAKES A COCK HAPPY!

GIRLS HAVE A UNIQUE MAGIC TRICK, THEY GET WET WITHOUT WATER, BLEED WITHOUT INJURY, AND MAKE BONELSS THINGS HARD.

in the begining part 2-4
Posted On 10/18/2006 07:37:25
yes this is a continuance of the story i am writing please read part one first. this is going to be a long one since i just typed alot of it out yesterday. hope you have time to read it. and if you are bored i hope this helps you out!



in the begining

part 2:


I will never forget the events that followed that night. I was to afraid to

speak or move until I heard a firmiliar voice calling me from the shadows.

My fear turned to shock as she spoke.



"Everything is ok" she said as she stepped into the light. " I should have told

you sooner."

As her words rang in my head there was only one thing I could say to her.



"But why....... Mom? Why has this happened to me?"



As the night went on she began to explain it all.



"We were born this way. This is our real family. As the years passed the

generations came and went. Our blood line has become thin. There are

very few of us left. There was a time when our kind was hunted and killed

for sprot. We are what is left." There seemed a saddness in her eyes as she

spoke. "Later" she said " you will learn how to contorl your changes and

have them at will. But this takes alot of disipline. For some it takes years

others never learn at all. That is why I would like to send you to a camp far

away from here. There you will learn our ways. We have what is called a

shamin a man of great importance to us, he will teach you all you need to

know. All of this is up to you weather you would like to go or not."



I just stood in amazement. I did not know what to do next. It was almost as

if someone else was standing in my foot steps. I did not want to believe this

was happening to me. For the time being I decided to stay home with "my

family" as i knew it. I sank deeply into denial until it seemed only to be a

dream. I never spoke to my mom much after that. And i never brought it up

to dad. I did not know what he would think about it, or if he even knew.



The changes I did not speak of. To any one! Ever! As the time has gone by

I learned to deal with my changes. I learned to control them and change at

will. I felt that i did not need any one to tell me how I should live my life

what I needed to do to survive. I could learn it all on my own. I thought I

had proven that. One day months after the night it had happened, I was

practacing my changes in my room late at night when my mom walked in.

Quickly i chaned back to normal thinking she would not see but I was too

late. The happy look on her face told me that before she was able to say ne

thing.

"Oh my! What a long way you have come in such a short period of time. I

really wish you would reconsider going to the camp at least for a little

while." she said smiling from ear to ear.



"What can they teach me there that I can not learn here?" I asked.



"There is more to our kind than just changing don't you know? you can

learn sooo much more. Over the years we have learned to change into

other animals even mythic ones. We have learned to read minds and even

do a little magick! There is so much you can learn. And I cant teach it all to

you."

"Why not?" I said.



She just giggled a little and said "Because I dont know it all myself."



With this on my mind I stayed another month with my family. I finished my

high school work and was thinking about collage. Something kept telling me

that I should learn more about myself though. A little soul searching would

not hurt ne thing. I walked into the kitchen where my mom was cooking

breakfast one morning and said that I was going. She was so happy I

decided to go. She told me that once a year they ship yearlings off to camp

and lucky for me that was comming in a week. I did not know what to

expect. I just kept thinking of it as camp. Maybe like a summer camp thing.

I was starting to become realy excited. I liked camp. Hanging out with new

friends, swimming, campfire stories and soo much more. I packed

everything I could into my suit case. I even brought my back pack for

hikeing! I thought I was prepared for what was going to happen next.



Boy was I wrong!

I woke up early the day I had to leave for camp. I had become so excited I

could hardly sleep. I went down stairs and my mom was already cooking

breakfast.



"Could'nt sleep?" I said.



"No. I am so happy for you" she replied.



"When does the bus get here?" I asked.



"In about an hour or so. You know not everyone gets this oppertunity." She

said.



"What do you mean? I thought that everyone got to go?"



"Well you see there are a few different blood lines. Only the more pure of

the blood lines have the knowlege and understanding of such things. I am

sure that some of them have tried to learn our ways but i have not heard of

anyone succeeding." She said as she explained we came from the more

pure of the blood lines.



"What do you mean by different types? How many are there?" I asked.



"Well there used to be hundreds of different tribes. Some went into hidding

long ago. Others became extienct because of hunters. No one knows hoe

many are really left. Only that the numbers are few. Each of the different

tribes used to have a special tallant. Most of us now have joined forces

and learned from eachother. That is why there is so much to learn now. "

she replied.



What she said seemed to ring in my head. "Hundreds. Hundreds of

different tribes. I wonder what happened to all of them. What about all the

knowlage and tallants that were lost?" I thought to my self. This had stayed

on my mind while the bus drove up. It looked more like an old

church van. One of the long ones.... with alot of empty seats.



"Hey!" Said the bus driver. "My name is Greg. But everyone calls

me Tracker. Your the first on my list to pick up."



"Hi. My name is Trisha. Everyone calls me Trish." I replied.



"Well I hope your up for a hike." Tracker said while laughing a little.



"A hike?" I said. "Sure. I used to go camping alot when I was younger. I

am used to it."



"It's a little more than a normal camping hike. Once we get up to the

mountains we have to leave the van and walk the rest of the way. That way

no one will know where our camp is." he said.



I waved good bye to my mom and dad and we were off.



I was begining to feel a little awkward from the long silence. Finally he

spoke again.



"I think you may know the next on my list. He used to go to your school.

His name is John." Tracker said.



"John?" I said. "Really? If it's the same one I am thinking about that would

be so cool. We used to be be good friends until he moved away. So how

many people do we have to pick up?"



"About 5 this year. there have not been as many people going as there used

to be." He replied.



I hope it is my old friend. I was getting a little worried that there would not

be anyone there that I know. I thought to my self.



"There may be a few other people you know there." said Tracker."You

never know. I know some of them have heard about you."



"Me?" I said. " Why would they know about me?"



"Well you see its not often that someone gets their first change before they

are 18 years old. Not to mention teaching yourself how to change at will!

Most never learn how to do that until they are alot older or never at all."



"How did you know about that? I have not told any one." I said.



"Your mom. She and I were old friends. She called me and asked if I still

ran the bus to camp and told me about you. I had not heard from her in a

very long time before you were born. She wanted me to keep an eye on

you so I thought I would make you the first on my list to pick up. To get

better aquainted. So what else do you know how to do already?"



"Well...." I paused for a moment to think. "I don't know. Nothing I guess.

Well .... I mean.... I have not tried to do anything. What else is there?"



"Alot." He said. "Alot."



Silence took over the conversation once again. It left me with time to think

of all the possibilities that there may be. Everything that I was tought about

as a child had almost been shattered. What else might there be? Now

knowing that there is magick and that warewolves were real and that i was

one of them. My mind ran wild. Before I knew it we had stopped.


"Here we are! Our next stop." Said Tracker.



I got up from my seat to look out the window and there he was my old

friend John. I was shocked. I could not believe it was him. That he was a

werewolf too. Heck I still could not believe that I was one yet.



"Hey Trish!" John yelled. "How's it going? Sorry I did not write more. As

you can tell alot has been going on. I did not know how or what to tell any

one. I am so glad to see you though. I was not sure if I would know any

one here." He said while getting on the bus.



"Me too. I am so glad to see you again. Despite the circumstances. So do

you know what this whole camp thing is about?" Said Trish.



"Well my dad was telling me a little about it. He said it is suposed to be

more like school actually." Said John.



"He's right." Said Tracker. "It is more like a school than a camp."



"Yeah. My dad said we get a few teachers that will teach us about

changing, simple magick spells, different plants and what they are used for,

and about the old ways." Said John.



"The old ways?" Asked Trish.



"My dad said its about how they used to live before the war came about."

Said John.



"War?" Said Trish.



"Suposedly there was a war between the ware wolves and the humans.

Well dad said ware wolves and the others. I guess he ment humans. I mean

what else could there be right?" John kinda laughed a little almost scared

after that. Wondering himself what else there may be out there.



"Well that is the same thing I have been asking myself here recently. I never

would have imagined taht ware wolves existed in my life. Let alone being

one of them. And now knowing that there is a such thing as magick as

well... god knows what else there could be." Trish said.



We talked for a whlie while while more people got on. We did not pay

them much attenetion. We were too busy catching up on what had been

going on the past few years and how some of our old friends were doing.

The sun was going down as we started up the base of the mountains. We

had been driving for hours and there was already 3 other kids on the bus.

They seemed to be about Johns age all around 19 or 20. One seemed to

be about 23. John called him a late bloomer. Me I was only 16 and had

already had my first change. The road started to get a bit bumpy and the

woods thick. When all the sudden Tracker pulls the bus over in the middle

of nowhere.



"Everybody out!" Tracker said. "We walk from here."



As we all got off the bus we realized a few things. One we all brought way

to much stuff. Two we did not know how far we had to drag it in the dark.

Everyone was kinda grumbling and complaining about it until.....



"Oh my god!" Carmella lets out a scream.



"What? What is it?" Tracker said.



"There is something over there. In the bushes! Over there!" She said.



"Oh." Tracker began to laugh. "That is Ben. He is here to take the van back

to town."



"But if he takes the van how will we get back?" Carmella asked.



"You guys are going to be here a while. Everything you may need is already

at the camp." Said Ben.



"That's right" Said Tracker. "We better get going or we will be late."



"Late? for what?" Trish said.



"They are having a welcoming party for the new kids. You will be getting

your schedules and meeting the teachers as well. It's kinda like a high

school orientation. But they make a big deal about it." Said Tracker.



We just picked up our stuff and started up a small trail tward the mountain

top. The trail was so small and unnoticable that I think a normal human

would not even be able to find it. They had taken alot of precautions in

keeping this place hidden. I wonder if it is because of the hunters? Are they

still being hunted? Or maybe it is becaue of the war? Or the others? I had

so many questions that I wanted answers for. Still I did not know if I would

get any of them answered or have the currage to ask them.





happy birthday!
Posted On 10/13/2006 07:20:06
hello everyone... today is my son's birthday! he is now 11 years old! i cant believe that he is that old already!


and on sunday it is my birthday..... i will be 27! yes people i was young when my son was born.... he was born 2 days before i turned 16! do the math. no i dont regreat ne thing! i love my son and would not trade ne thing for the world!

happy birthday to Draven Kane!!!

in the begining part one!
Posted On 10/06/2006 09:25:53
PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS OF WHAT YOU THINK THIS IS

THE FIRST STORY I HAVE TRIED TO WRITE IN A LONG

TIME!









I was always attracted to the moon as a child. the fuller the better

i'd always say! Until the night it happened. Everything was going as

normal a few friends and i were going to the park. It was almost sun set

and i decided to take a detour. Suddenly there was something that seemed

to grab my attention. I still dont know what it was. It seemed like something

in the air was luring me tward the sewers. I jumped the fence and there was

a large opening. Large enough to walk through. Everything I was tought in

life tells me i should not go but still something seemed to tell me I should.

As i began my treck downward it became very dark. There was only a

small amount of water at my feet but my sences began to fun wild. I could

hear everything. The water running, the street traffic above, the large rats as

they scurried past me. Especially the sound of my heart pounding in my

chest.



Suddenly I saw a small light up ahead. It seemed as though there

was an open room ahead. I started to become a little frightened. This fear

grew the closer to the opening I got. Whispers started comming out of no

where and shadows flashed before me like the wind. Yet I could not make

out what they were saying. Fear kept me from running away... cruiosity

kept me going on. I can see the light is comming from the street above as

the room opens up. As i step into the light the whispers seem to stop, I try

to look around to see if i can tell if there was any one there. That is when it

happened!



A terrible pain like I had never felt before brings me to my

knees! Splashing down in a few inches of water I watch as my hands seem

to bubble and grow. My nails became long and yellow more like claws as

fur quickly began sprouting all over my body. My face is contorted and

mangled as it trnasforms into a snout. My back and legs seem to break as

they began to change. I was becoming something else. It was not until years

later that I was told that it was my birth right to become a Were wolf!



After I had changed other mangled creatures came from the

shaddows. Almost half human half wolf. Others were normal humans, or so

i thought, with their dogs. It was not until later I found out the truth. It was a

collony living beneith the streets of my small town.



TO BE CONTINUED...........


dont tell women they are not skinny!
Posted On 10/05/2006 09:36:04

Every Girl is sombodys daughter, sister, mother....
Respect them, Love them, NEVER take them for granted!

Looks what happens when people's self esteem drops?





























Girls:
Stop calling each other fat.
People take that seriously.
And this is what can happen.

Guys:
You call a girl fat.
You tell her to lose some weight.
But is this attractive to you??
I didnt think so.

SO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

a vampire game
Posted On 10/04/2006 10:08:53
there is a easy vampire game out there. and well i think it is a little to easy... for some reason i still play it. i blame boredom! ne way if you are interested in checking it out here is the link and well if you use my link it would help me out too.

http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=sister+sin

hello out there
Posted On 10/03/2006 16:45:15
hello out there. i just joined up. i hope that this site gets more people soon. so far it seems kinda kewl. still trying to figure everything out... but i will get the hang of it soon.
ne way gotta go feed the reptiles.... yes i have several of them. but that is another blog. lol.
elysia




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